Sophia Collins is split between a past she can’t remember and a future she can’t quite grab. To deal with it, she parties with her friends and focuses on enjoying her junior year of college, determined to feel nothing so she doesn’t feel everything. When not one, but two new men come into her life, Sophie can’t keep ignoring the holes in her memory or the nightmares that plague her. Smooth, sweet talking, confident Alex is everything Sophie thinks she wants. Zack, a student she tutors, is a mystery wrapped in confusion – the first person she’s ever had trouble reading. A fiery car accident that tore her family apart lights both men with red flags that make romance seem like a hollow dream compared to the complexities of the future and her missing past weighing on her shoulders. Sophie has to piece together the fragments of herself to grab what and who she really wants. But, there are consequences to change. Once Sophie puts the pieces of her past and present together, will the picture be something she’d rather not know?