Jamison recounts her secret life as an addict, opening up about the hidden shame, attempted suicides, and ultimately successful recovery she experienced. From writing her own prescriptions to stealing pills from the medicine cabinets of friends and family, this harrowing story of one survivor's private struggle with substance abuse probes the steps it takes to truly recover from addiction—and the rippling effect substance abuse has not only on addicts, but on their loved ones as well. Jamison shies away from nothing, chronicling her life’s precarious balance as she gains accolades in her career all while harboring dark secrets: “I was achieving great things in my life, but underneath I was hiding a seething boil of inescapable turmoil,” she writes.
This memoir is unique in its exploration of both the wounded and the healed side of trauma and addiction, and readers struggling with similar issues will find Jamison’s emotive writing spellbinding. More than just a chronicle of the devastation wrought by addiction, Jamison’s story is ultimately an homage to her triumph over years of mental anguish and pain—so much so, she coins her own phrase, “surthriving,” to describe her transformation from “mere survival to one of truly thriving, in all the best ways.”
Takeaway: Vulnerable memoir of a psychologist’s triumph over substance abuse.
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