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Theodore Markus
Author
Living on the Dark Side of the Moon
Jason was struck by fiery debris escaping the North Tower with his dad on 9/11. He was eight years old. Now in his twenties, Jason lives in the shadow of a disfigured face. He’s loved by many but has had no lovers. Then he meets Ling who has just moved to New York City to work for the National Braille Press. She is a beauty of Asian decent but blind since childhood, the result of a brain tumor. Ling is told of a possible surgery that would restore her sight. Jason is privately comforted by Ling’s blindness since she can not see his face. So begins their tentative, cautious relationship and uncertain future.
Reviews
Markus’s debut imagines the life of Jason Albright, a young man whose face was “torn apart by scar tissue” at age nine from debris falling after he visited his father at the World Trade Center on 9/11.Years later, Jason’s life of “lots of people that cared deeply for me, but no lovers” takes an unexpected turn when he meets Ling Chen, a visually impaired woman. Between lunch dates and museum outings, they fall deeply in love, embracing and accepting their insecurities and imperfections. However, when Ling undergoes a procedure to regain her sight, Jason grapples with the question of whether he loves her for who she is or if he was drawn to her because of her blindness, which means she can’t see his scar.

Markus employs the motif of dreams to symbolize the impact of Jason’s scar on his psyche. Jason, who works at an investment firm, has a recurring dream of “living on the dark side of the moon,” which serves as a metaphor for his dual life—one with loved ones who accept him beyond his scar and another with the outside world, where he believes he’s only noticed for his scar. While Markus’s heartfelt narrative is engaging, and the self-loathing question of whether Jason should “spare her the trauma of seeing my face, seeing the ugly creature she thought she could love” has power, the storytelling edges toward the philosophical and allegorical, with details about life and work presented somewhat flatly.

Still, Markus conjures many engaging characters and situations, plus purr-y encounters with the cat Ms. Knuckles and probing talk with a therapist, whom Jason asks, point-blank, ““Do you think I will ever be able to see anything but the scar?” Living on the Dark Side of the Moon offers a moving exploration of love, identity, and the perception of scars—both physical and emotional. The novel leaves readers pondering the complexities of human relationships and the ways in which our past experiences shape our present and future.

Takeaway: Touching story of a scarred man, his blind love, and how we see ourselves.

Comparable Titles: Kalyn Fogarty’s What We Carry, Carian Cole’s Tied.

Production grades
Cover: B+
Design and typography: A-
Illustrations: N/A
Editing: A-
Marketing copy: A-

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